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𝑯𝑶𝑾 𝑶𝑳𝑫 𝑨𝑹𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼

The soul always knows better than the brain. Do not overthink and subsequently overreact to things in a way that contradicts your soul. Connect to yourself by listening to your intuition and asking simple but fundamental questions. It will give you simple answers. They are true.

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Sometimes, we reconnect with those from our past, not to rekindle a lost dream, but because when we are in a deep introspective space - we crave meaning. The people we return to often hold deep significance - one of the greats, or the major - whether we consciously or subconsciously realise it. When we are adrift in our endless oceans within, we often begin to forget what home feels like, because home is resonance above all else - where we felt our mind, heart, and soul were not only seen, but known by another.

The people we gravitate towards were often once our homes, and perhaps, to an extent - still are. They are portals to a part of ourselves that has always lived in them - because, at one point, a sacred space within us was once unlocked by them - when they walked through effortlessly. And so, in their presence, there is and always will be peace.

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Modern society has made drastic efforts to define what love ought to look like - yet, for me, love has always been formless, boundless - above all, it has been a lesson in relinquishing attachment to expectations or the desire for anything in return. To see love as a state of being - a genuine compulsion to give - simply because their contentment, health, and wholeness matter. For to love does not grant us the right to demand a place in their life.

Love, in many ways, is freedom. To love them in a way that transcends mere constructs, that flows with a quiet divinity - this is how you know it is real.

In a world of transactions, choose agape.

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You can read as many motivational quotes or stories as you like, but until you take true agency over your life and claim authorship - rather than passively allowing narratives to be written for you - you will remain a character in someone else's tale. Instead, dare to listen to your own inner narration. It has been speaking to you since your first breath - you have simply not allowed yourself to become fluent in its language of intuition. Not everything requires proof. Cite yourself. You are the only authority you need.

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Life is going to work out perfectly.

All the right things are going to happen. All the right people are going to come, and all the wrong people are going to leave. You're going to have a beautiful home that brings you peace, and you're going to have a dynamic career that gives you purpose. You're going to wake up next to the love of your life and spill sweet words over morning coffee. You're going to have slow Sundays and wholesome holidays. Your art is going to be impactful and you're going to be recognized for your devotion. You're going to travel and see the world and you're going to encounter incredible people along the way. You're going to be seen for who you are and appreciated for all that you do. Don't worry so much my friend, life is going to work out
perfectly.

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I have never been good at telling people how I feel in real time - not directly, especially in romantic situations. When I was much younger, I would simply stay silent - but yearn ferociously, loving quietly under the radar. Yet this does not mean my love was not there, quite the opposite - because I spoke less, I absorbed more about them - every minute detail imprinted into my mind. I struggled to contain all that raged within me, afraid that whimpers of it would escape or, even worse, be noticed.

Later, driven by the desire to connect, I began to infer how I felt. Inference felt safe because there was room to move back, to have plausible deniability. And so, I danced in this liminal space, breathing life into subtleties. I felt most alive twirling between the lines, and in many ways, it became a language in itself - for me and for others like me.

As I moved through life, I became much more direct with my words - intentionally so, shaped by the experience of harrowing loss. I didn't want those I loved to ever be unsure of how much they meant to me.

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The purest form of profoundly selfless love from the opposite gender is meant to carry healed parent-like energy - even for those who were never loved in the way they needed to be by their own parents - a force ushering you towards discovering your own version of wholeness as a soul.

A man who truly loves you will love you like a father - he will dauntlessly protect you with fire in his veins, be your pillar of strength, think ahead for you, be patient with you, teach you, guide you, and ground you. Similarly, a woman who truly loves you will love you like a mother - she will warm your entire being, nurture you emotionally, look after you physically, become the sanctuary that envelops your inner world, teach you to amplify your intuition, and remind you of the quiet joy in life's more subtle glimmers.

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I'm not perfect and I don't claim to be. I have insecurities, I get jealous, I overthink everything, I have trust issues, and some days I don't think I'm good enough. That's who I am I'm not afraid to admit it, but you know what?
I'm amazing in many ways too. I have a huge heart with lots of scars, a soul that's been through hell and back. Not everyday is my best, some days l ruin things and make mistakes, but I learn from them. I want to grow and be the best version of myself. I'm a work in progress and some day I'll make someone proud to call me their's.

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There is still so much love to be felt and life to be lived. There are still some of your favorite days coming and I hope you keep going knowing you will always have an angel with you through all of the new memories you're going to make here.
And you'll never, ever, be alone. You should be so proud of yourself for how you are going through what you shouldn't be going through right now. You are a light, you are a being of grace, you are filled with goodness. People notice and look up to you. You are needed, wanted, and loved here. Exactly as you are.

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A late reply isn't a red flag.

It simply reflects reality-
people have busy lives, feel overwhelmed, or sometimes lack the energy for conversation and simply taking some time for themselves, which is perfectly okay. Sometimes, it doesn't necessarily mean they don't care. Be patient and understand that everyone moves at their own pace.

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The biggest lesson I need to learn now is to just create the things I want to happen by myself. maybe there will be people who will join me on my journey. maybe there won't be. but I'm tired of people who do things half-heartedly or are still indecisive about their own life choices. I'm tired of waiting. I don't even know what I'm waiting for. it's becoming a distraction at this point. I know what I want to happen and I know how to make those things happen. I just need to do it.

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Adulting phase.

This is when you realize that it's okay to be alone. you no longer depend on other people for your happiness. you focus on your work, and your concerns are more about bills and other responsibilities. you also become selective about the people you allow into your life. here, you learn that 'a private life is a better life. this is the stage where you prioritize your progress and success over other things.

Some of the most beautiful souls, with the most profound insights, often hold themselves back from writing and sharing their ideas, believing that what they notice is obvious or unworthy of being written down. But what I have observed is that, more often than not, our passing thoughts are precisely what another soul needs as they walk their own parallel journey.

So write - for love and for all the lost souls in need of a lantern in the dark.

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And there comes a phase when you feel everything is pointless. When you are so exhausted of trying and trying every single time with a reinstated faith but fail each time with a more devastating effect than the previous attempt so much so that you are forced to conclude that it is futile to even attempt. When watching inspirational stories of others fills you with anger and rage rather than motivation. When you read stories and novels and watch movies with happy endings and feel that it is unreal and can never happen to you at least. When you ruminate over the conclusion of everything without even beginning a single task because of the overwhelming depression like a Tsunami in your head forcing you to just lay on your bed and do nothing. When no matter who you talk to, you feel nothing. When thoughts of death and termination are more likely than anything else. When the feeling of loneliness, incompetence, worthlessness, vanity and lack of love is bursting your head to such an extent that any movement and any action around you is detestable. When you think that death is ultimate and everything you do is just pointless.

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Sometimes in life you cross paths with someone who instantly makes you feel calm, refreshed, alive, and wholesome. They encourage your dreams and celebrate your wins without an ounce of jealousy. They just want what's best for you, and you for them; there isn't much more to it. They are warm and bright, loving and loyal. You can't help but feel authentically happy in their presence, like the best version of yourself.

- Thank you for being my sunflower.

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There will never be anything that compares to finding new pieces of yourself you didn’t even know you would discover. i think that’s a big part of life i’ve overlooked. not only will i grow up more and more but i will also meet more of myself. that’s terrifying but exciting and something to look forward to. maybe at 25 i’ll realize i love a certain food or at 30 i’ll want to learn to play piano or at 50 i’ll take an interest in scuba diving. i don’t know yet all of who i am but i really want to know more.

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Maybe life isn't about becoming anything.

Maybe it's about learning to slow down, to breathe deeply, and to see the beauty in where you are right now.
Maybe the person you are, in this very moment, is already enough.
And maybe, just maybe, true peace comes not from striving, but from embracing yourself exactly as you are.

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