*has a long, busy, stressful day...decides to go to bed early*
"So 12 minus 4, that should be around 8 hours of sleep. I'll feel energetic tomorrow ๐"
*goes to bed, closes eyes, waits there awkwardly for the gods of sleep to come get me*
30 minutes pass by
"It's okay, I'm just a little early for my usual bed time. I'll be gone in a minute....right? ๐"
*tries forcing a yawn, rubbing my eyes, and every other google remedy*
"What were those ligaments that hold the liver in place, again?.....
Sleep, Eden, sleep."
Another 15 min
"Is this going to be like one of those days where I don't sleep enough and can't focus on work all day? Am I going to be half asleep tomorrow? Will I even be able to get through the 9000 slides waiting to rip me apart?"
*dormmates get into bed, fall asleep within 5 minutes, start snoring a bit ๐*
"I really shouldn't have slacked off last week. I always do this to myself. It's my fault, and I hate this"
*starts feeling my heart pounding against my chest in panic*
๐
*meditates, but waits impatiently for the video to end, thinks about those ligaments again, realizes I forgot them, freaks out, self-talks and calms down*
It's past midnight by then.
"Okay maybe this will work. Maybe my misery would be over. Should I get up and study? Or find some melatonin tomorrow if I can? Should I cry to a pharmacist and gain some sympathy?๐ญ"
(Thank you, med school, for givjng me stress and insomnia while also managing to teach me about how bad they are for health ๐)
"So 12 minus 4, that should be around 8 hours of sleep. I'll feel energetic tomorrow ๐"
*goes to bed, closes eyes, waits there awkwardly for the gods of sleep to come get me*
30 minutes pass by
"It's okay, I'm just a little early for my usual bed time. I'll be gone in a minute....right? ๐"
*tries forcing a yawn, rubbing my eyes, and every other google remedy*
"What were those ligaments that hold the liver in place, again?.....
Sleep, Eden, sleep."
Another 15 min
"Is this going to be like one of those days where I don't sleep enough and can't focus on work all day? Am I going to be half asleep tomorrow? Will I even be able to get through the 9000 slides waiting to rip me apart?"
*dormmates get into bed, fall asleep within 5 minutes, start snoring a bit ๐*
"I really shouldn't have slacked off last week. I always do this to myself. It's my fault, and I hate this"
*starts feeling my heart pounding against my chest in panic*
๐
*meditates, but waits impatiently for the video to end, thinks about those ligaments again, realizes I forgot them, freaks out, self-talks and calms down*
It's past midnight by then.
"Okay maybe this will work. Maybe my misery would be over. Should I get up and study? Or find some melatonin tomorrow if I can? Should I cry to a pharmacist and gain some sympathy?๐ญ"
(Thank you, med school, for givjng me stress and insomnia while also managing to teach me about how bad they are for health ๐)