*has a long, busy, stressful day...decides to go to bed early*
"So 12 minus 4, that should be around 8 hours of sleep. I'll feel energetic tomorrow 😊"
*goes to bed, closes eyes, waits there awkwardly for the gods of sleep to come get me*
30 minutes pass by
"It's okay, I'm just a little early for my usual bed time. I'll be gone in a minute....right? 👀"
*tries forcing a yawn, rubbing my eyes, and every other google remedy*
"What were those ligaments that hold the liver in place, again?.....
Sleep, Eden, sleep."
Another 15 min
"Is this going to be like one of those days where I don't sleep enough and can't focus on work all day? Am I going to be half asleep tomorrow? Will I even be able to get through the 9000 slides waiting to rip me apart?"
*dormmates get into bed, fall asleep within 5 minutes, start snoring a bit 😂*
"I really shouldn't have slacked off last week. I always do this to myself. It's my fault, and I hate this"
*starts feeling my heart pounding against my chest in panic*
😑
*meditates, but waits impatiently for the video to end, thinks about those ligaments again, realizes I forgot them, freaks out, self-talks and calms down*
It's past midnight by then.
"Okay maybe this will work. Maybe my misery would be over. Should I get up and study? Or find some melatonin tomorrow if I can? Should I cry to a pharmacist and gain some sympathy?😭"
(Thank you, med school, for givjng me stress and insomnia while also managing to teach me about how bad they are for health 😂)
"So 12 minus 4, that should be around 8 hours of sleep. I'll feel energetic tomorrow 😊"
*goes to bed, closes eyes, waits there awkwardly for the gods of sleep to come get me*
30 minutes pass by
"It's okay, I'm just a little early for my usual bed time. I'll be gone in a minute....right? 👀"
*tries forcing a yawn, rubbing my eyes, and every other google remedy*
"What were those ligaments that hold the liver in place, again?.....
Sleep, Eden, sleep."
Another 15 min
"Is this going to be like one of those days where I don't sleep enough and can't focus on work all day? Am I going to be half asleep tomorrow? Will I even be able to get through the 9000 slides waiting to rip me apart?"
*dormmates get into bed, fall asleep within 5 minutes, start snoring a bit 😂*
"I really shouldn't have slacked off last week. I always do this to myself. It's my fault, and I hate this"
*starts feeling my heart pounding against my chest in panic*
😑
*meditates, but waits impatiently for the video to end, thinks about those ligaments again, realizes I forgot them, freaks out, self-talks and calms down*
It's past midnight by then.
"Okay maybe this will work. Maybe my misery would be over. Should I get up and study? Or find some melatonin tomorrow if I can? Should I cry to a pharmacist and gain some sympathy?😭"
(Thank you, med school, for givjng me stress and insomnia while also managing to teach me about how bad they are for health 😂)