Second thing I have been obsessed with comparing myself with others I have heard that comparing yourself with others is a big issue even at that time but never realized it till now how much can it make you go back and even stop the things that you started even currently struggling with it believe me it is like pushing a mountain if you don stop this attitude it will make you never satisfied and degrade you overtime you will start looking at yourself as if you cannot do anything that everyone is above you and this will destroy you completely believe it or not it will eat you inside instead focus on your own improvement may be you have heard it being said at many places but if you have this problem it harder than what you think you may be have to change the environment to a place where your heart don go to competition and the other way is prayer really this is hard thing to stop specially if you have been grown competing and last thing you have seniors not to compete with them but to learn from them
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