Chaos is dominant in my life. Time feels as if it is slipping away from my control. I squeeze my brain to think harder and make me act better than I mostly do.

Darkness keeps championing my heart, filling me with regret of choices I made.

A deep deep longing to be set free of worry, and lust, and anger. Guilt. Shame.

A deep longing for an eternal silence where I am left to just be.

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